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OK, so here comes the promised rant, because my weekend did NOT help me blow off steam. Basicaly, I got together with my friends friday, and when we went out that night to have dinner someone broke the window of their car and run off with my over-night bag. I swear the car window costs more than what was on that bag, but still, it sucked. And today, after a fun day of shopping and fangirling with my friend, in wich I got a new and bigger bag... a can of coke explodes in the damn bag, soaking a few new clothes and a couple stuffed animals I bought for a friends b-day!!! And because I was cleaning it up I almost missed my bus!!!! *sighheadlaptop* Not the best way to end the trip, but whatever.

But that was not what I wanted to rant about!! OK, here it goes:

( After six months on the job I can testify: The human race is made of lose )

So, my big call for help here, or at least a fresh set of eyes: It is normal to lose one's trust in the human race when put in the real world, right? Or am I becoming a cynic to soon?? Is it the same everywhere, or did I just draw the short straw with the work enviroment here??

Because I liked being able to think the best of everyone I meet. I loved being that way, and it hurts that I'm losing that part of me. Or maybe I was just to naive for my own good, I dunno...

So, I'm sorry to post this kinda stuff here, but I need some advice, romantic advice. Or maybe all I need is a sounding board.

And for reasons that will become quite clear if any of you, my very awesome f-list, click the cut.... I really can't talk about this with my RL friends.

( In the begginig, I fell in love )

Aaaanyway, now to the second part of this mess.

( And then, someone says they love me... )

( Then the love train leaves me behind )

( And THEN I turn into a Hollywood cliche... *headlaptop* )

*sigh* Seriously, I have headlaptoped so much my forehead looks like a keyboard. It's just so frustrating to feel so lonely and hormonal, that I'm comparing my self to frigging Bridget Jones!!!! *headlaptop* Can I really be so much of a cliche?!!

So, help? Advice? Rants about how silly and/or selfish I'm being?? All is welcome, really!!!!

DEAR GOD THIS IS SO MUCH LONGER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE!!!

So I've been reading a lot of Hetalia lately (...studying? what is that, you say??) and I am saddened by the lack of Southamerican country-tans. I started thinking what a Chilean-tan would be like.  You know, very young, just out of his teens; he would look a little like Spain (his dad, y'know) and tend to be lazy just like him. But likes to act all serious and grown up, so he comes off a little pedantic sometimes. In reality? He's just shy and a big worry-wort, but still loves a good joke (made on someone else, that is). He also likes to fight a lot, even if his current bosses won't let him. He's good at gardening, fishing and mining, and makes great wine. And I shall name him CARLOS!!! XDD

Then my train of thought got a little too serious for my usual taste, but bare with me. What would the Hetalia equivalent be for a country under the rule of a dictator from his own people? You know, a military coup from within the country.... I keep thinking of an unwanted boss keeping the country under house arrest, keeping it safe but hurting it too. A love-hate relationship maybe?? (I'm just thinking of my own country, where half the people welcomed the coup as a liberation, and the other half hated it and was really hurt by it)

And then.... what would a Country-tan feel if the country is utterly divided in it's opinion about something? Like, for instance, what would Alfred have felt during the American Civil War? Would he have defended both sides at any given time? Or depending on who was winning? Would he have had a nervous breakdown?? Or maybe get an outbreak of an autoinmune illness of sorts (lol, I'm a med-geek)

Hey, there's a plotbunny for whoever wants it, Alfred during the civil war!!! (have we ever seen that in canon?? I may have missed it...)

And yes, I know I'm overanalizing something that's meant to be for the lulz, but what is the internets for if not that.

I know I've said this before, but it bears repeating: EICHIIRO ODA IS A FRIGGING GENIUS!!!!!



And now we have so many disasters waiting to happen, all at once, that I have to make a list:

• ( CUT for even more spoilers, and some wild speculation )

This is really longer than I thought, but I just had to get that off my chest. Two final thoughts:
1.- Luffy is so yummy when he gets pissed off, I just started fangirling over him all over again!!!!
2.- Oda's storytelling is impecable, and he is a frigging genius!!!11!!!!

*off to huggle Luffy plushy.... what? I have a big plushy collection XDD*

What better way to celebrate my first day off work for the past two weeks, but to read all the new manga chapters I've been waiting for?? XDD

And now, to ramble on!!!!!






Alright, that's enough for one post... now to wait another week, woot?