marynyu

So, I'm sorry to post this kinda stuff here, but I need some advice, romantic advice. Or maybe all I need is a sounding board.

And for reasons that will become quite clear if any of you, my very awesome f-list, click the cut.... I really can't talk about this with my RL friends.

( In the begginig, I fell in love )

Aaaanyway, now to the second part of this mess.

( And then, someone says they love me... )

( Then the love train leaves me behind )

( And THEN I turn into a Hollywood cliche... *headlaptop* )

*sigh* Seriously, I have headlaptoped so much my forehead looks like a keyboard. It's just so frustrating to feel so lonely and hormonal, that I'm comparing my self to frigging Bridget Jones!!!! *headlaptop* Can I really be so much of a cliche?!!

So, help? Advice? Rants about how silly and/or selfish I'm being?? All is welcome, really!!!!

DEAR GOD THIS IS SO MUCH LONGER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE!!!

OK, so the date was.... not as great as I thought it would be.

( LJ cut from hell )

Oh well, I'll leave it as friends for now. Even if my mum sais I am too picky. (Although even she said I was right after I told her about everything). I dunno, maybe I am picky.... there must be a reason why this was my first date in three years... but is it too much to ask for a guy who's a little bit more mature than I am??

On totaly unrelated news, I am really worried about a friend of mine. About a year into depression treatment, she still isn't stable at all. And next week we start Internal Medicine... I don't want her to fall behind again, but i honestly don't know what I could do to help her.... *sigh*