marynyu

Being a new grown up and becoming disilusioned with the world or the human race or whatever, still sucks less that being a teenager and feeling confused and scared shitless.



So yeah, I got a little perspective back. As much as losing some of the childish naivete I still had sucked, at least I already know myself pretty well. And I remember now, being a teenager did suck worse.

I do feel like maybe I should've stayed here, find a job closer to home.... I mean, she hasn't seen her therapist in at least three months, she's about to repeat eight grade because of poor assistance, and she is failing math; my mom has basicaly given up and my dad is just frustrated with her. And if I'm the only one she feels she can trust like this, I really would've liked to stay closer... *sigh* I dunno.