marynyu

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out.



I think I've been posting so much more on LJ lately because I miss my geeky friends so much, and almost everyone in LJ IS geeky. So, gotta say, I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! NEVER CHANGE!!!!

*stumbles back to work*

OK, I just watched "Abandon all Hope", and..... DAMN the episode is aptly titled. Just.... DAMN!!




On another note: The acting on this episode was spectacular. Jensen Ackles especially, he was mindblowingly good!! And Misha Collins, and the guy that plays Lucifer, they were AWESOME!!! And Jared too of course, with his lost-puppy-angry-face..... that look can't be easy to pull off.

Just wanted to update before I go into my weekend shift. I've been feeling much better, it's been a good couple of days. Even if the highlight of my week was taking a corn piece out of a little girl's nose, it actually felt kinda great; she didn't even cry or anything, and she was only three years old! I swear her father was more freaked out than she was.

Also, cable rocks today because I hadn't seen Zoolander for a long time, and I've been laughing my ass off for the past hour and a half!! XDD I love that movie.

I think I may need to cut down on the NC17 and R rated fics for a while.... I've had Dean and Castiel stuck on my mind all day. Even if no one else here knows any english, it may not be a good idea to read smut during work hours, yes??

I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS WEEKS SPN!!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT tomorrow when I'm done DLing it, and probably during night shift....

Leave me a comment saying "Resistance is Futile" and I will respond by asking you five questions that satisfy my curiosity. Update your journal with the answers to the questions, including this in the post.

halflight007 asked me:

1) When did you decide you wanted to practice medicine?

It actually kinda happened to me, not that I'm complaining. When I was little I was sure I was gonna be a writer or a journalist. Maybe an anthropologist. Then I got to the eight grade, and my languaje teacher was the most boring being in existance!!! I swear she could put anyone to sleep in under two minutes; and she was bitter about it too. At the same time my new biology and chemistry teachers were awesome and kicked ass, and I fell in love with science. Ended up going to science marathons and getting biology ans psycology as my electives.

I was sure I wanted to work in a lab or something, major in biology and do research. Then I took my national university aplication tests (aka: PAA back then) and I kicked major ass, so I said "What the hell, I'll go to med school. I can work my way into a labcoat from there"

Good thing is, I was wrong about myself, and I do enjoy working with human beings a whole lot, so it ended up fine ^^

2) What's the best part about living in Chile?

Besides living on the most peaceful country in southamerica?? (XDD I am SO boasting about that ranking, number 20 world wide bitches!!!)

The vacation-places are awesome. We have ocean and lakes and mountains and glaciers and desert and rainforest.... basically, you want it, we have it. Also, Easter Island. And UFO sightings.

3) Have you ever been out of the country?

Senior class trip we went to Brasil, the Iguazu waterfalls. Just gorgeous!!

4) Any fandoms you've been eying as of late?

I think I'm really getting into the Terry Pratchet books, and I have got to get me "Good Omens" soon. Dunno if it will get to fandom-like-levels though.... my fandom-obsessions tend to be more of the TV-animated type (except for HP I guess)

My current obsessive fandom is Supernatural, and I'm really getting into this Dean/Castiel thing.

5) Om nom nom?

PAAAASTAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALFLIGHT!!!!!!

Also, about this week's Supernatural: So maybe it was filler, and yes, maybe the handy plot-device to move towards The Colt (tm) seems like a dumb poorly written Deus ex Machina, but........ I CAN'T STOP GIGGLING ABOUT THIS!!! The entire thing was made of win, and Sammy makes my heart get warm and fuzzy all over again (wich hasn't happened since season three). And by god, I have to admit if I was at a convention and met the real Dean Winchester, I would try and hit that with all I could think off! So, can't really blame Becky for giving Sam the googly eyes. Good thing Chuck finally had something good happen to him though, the poor guy. And a forum for talking about Homoerotic Subtext?? PFFFT KRIPKE WINS AT LIFE!!!!! Oh dear, I love the meta humor so much.

*Runs away to try and fix the first part of my chapter for sporkage*

Being a new grown up and becoming disilusioned with the world or the human race or whatever, still sucks less that being a teenager and feeling confused and scared shitless.



So yeah, I got a little perspective back. As much as losing some of the childish naivete I still had sucked, at least I already know myself pretty well. And I remember now, being a teenager did suck worse.

I do feel like maybe I should've stayed here, find a job closer to home.... I mean, she hasn't seen her therapist in at least three months, she's about to repeat eight grade because of poor assistance, and she is failing math; my mom has basicaly given up and my dad is just frustrated with her. And if I'm the only one she feels she can trust like this, I really would've liked to stay closer... *sigh* I dunno.

OK, so here comes the promised rant, because my weekend did NOT help me blow off steam. Basicaly, I got together with my friends friday, and when we went out that night to have dinner someone broke the window of their car and run off with my over-night bag. I swear the car window costs more than what was on that bag, but still, it sucked. And today, after a fun day of shopping and fangirling with my friend, in wich I got a new and bigger bag... a can of coke explodes in the damn bag, soaking a few new clothes and a couple stuffed animals I bought for a friends b-day!!! And because I was cleaning it up I almost missed my bus!!!! *sighheadlaptop* Not the best way to end the trip, but whatever.

But that was not what I wanted to rant about!! OK, here it goes:

( After six months on the job I can testify: The human race is made of lose )

So, my big call for help here, or at least a fresh set of eyes: It is normal to lose one's trust in the human race when put in the real world, right? Or am I becoming a cynic to soon?? Is it the same everywhere, or did I just draw the short straw with the work enviroment here??

Because I liked being able to think the best of everyone I meet. I loved being that way, and it hurts that I'm losing that part of me. Or maybe I was just to naive for my own good, I dunno...

I just got Windows Seven on my laptop, and I'm starting to get used to it. My first impresion?

1. SO MUCH better than Vista. Or should I say, less annoying than Vista. Then again, anything is less annoying than Vista.
2. Prettier than XP, sure.
3. I still likes Windows XP better, I miss it!! It was so much simpler.

Still, I can use this much better than Vista, and I swear my comp is like 50% faster now. Of course, that may be the freshly rebooted thing. We'll see.
PS: I had a shitty week, and I think I need to rant about something. Probably will do tomorrow night, because I'm hoping tomorrow I'll let out some steam and come out less emo. I would like to know if anyone would even read it though, because I could use some perspective, and the age of most of my f-list is just right to see where I'm coming from here.... I hope.

Well, I'm 26 years old today. I'm not sure wether to feel young or old right now, but it's kinda cool. And the best present? WE'RE ON STRIKE TODAY!! So I'm stuck at work NOT working, and have been on my laptop for the entire morning by now. Will keep going with my nano thingy. We do go back to work tomorrow, so I'm not that annoyed as lazy today.

Oh, and this afternoon there will be cake.

(Unrelated, but: it's Frigging November, it's supposed to be spring!!! It shouldn't be this cold, and there shouldn't be sleet falling outside!!! F-ing weird weather, I swear.)

Please disregard my previous emo post, as I am right now suffering from the evil cramps from hell. Fucking hormones...

*goes back to working on nano*

624 words so far....damn, I am a slow writer.

I'm feeling linda sad right now. Wich really sucks, because I actually had great weekend shift, you know?!! It was slow, I had fun with the people I work with, and I got a lot of reading done. (mostly fanfics, wut?) I actually woke up today feeling rested and happy to go to work. Again.

Then this afternoon I find a group of friends from work, and I tell them to come by my place Wednesday for some birthday cake. Everything is fine and well. And as I walk home, I start feeling bad... then it hit me.

This will be the first birthday I spend away from home, ever. Wich means this is the first birthday my mom won't be the first to give me a happy birthday hug. EVER. The first time she won't surprise me with a special b-day pizza or an entire family of stuffed animals in my room.

And yeah, it means I'm a whiny baby, and I rely on my mom too much, and after 26 years this is supposed to be a normal thing, being away from my family like this..... but it still stings. It kinda hurts, actually.

I guess I'm just feeling lonely. *sigh* Whatever, I'll just go drown my sorrows on noodle soup and ice tea, and maybe spork a little before trying my luck at the second chapter of my nano-thingy. Sorry to spam you with emo!!!

Not only does it have a lot of angst and hot prons, but the crack possibilities are just..... if this was canon, the following dialoge wold actually be in character, I swear...

( I think this may redefine the meaaning of healing buttsecks ^^ )


This is also why I'm quickly falling in love with Cas/Dean.... even more than Wincest.... it's the pretty blue eyes, I swear they hipnotize me or something!!

I've been watching (and singing to) the musical episode from Buffy, you know, "Once More With Feeling". It's my all times favorite, even though I'm not really a fan of the sixth season... it was better than the fifth, but still, I disgress.

I once wrote a HP fic based on this episode; Harry was Buffy, Dumbles was Giles and Xander/Anya were Ron/Hermione. I think Dawn was Ginny, and Draco sang Spike's song, just because they look alike XDD. It was fun, but the forum I was a part off died and then my computer died and I never got to finish it.

Anyway, I've been thinking of my nanowrimo story, wich is going to be a Supernatural fanfic. Because, let's be realistic, I am not in a place where I can just start off with original fiction, I only joined so I would get my own writting ball rolling. And I'm using training wheels. And I think one of the chapters is going to be based on this Buffy episode too!!! Truth is, I just wanna make Bobby sing "I've got a theory, it could be demons! A dancing demon, no, something isn't right here...".

The point to this ramble being... my fanfic will have a plot highly centered on a female OC.... yes, I'm afraid I'll be writing a Mary Sue for the next month. But her reason for being a Mary sue is kinda plot relevant.... just hear me out.
( Plot summary and explanation for my Sue....  )

So, what do you think?? Classic Sue, or do I have something slightly interesting here?? I think everyone does write a Sue at some point, just to get it out of their sistem, but still... ideas? comments?? Or come December, should I offer this up for sporking??

Speaking off!!!! *runs off to dust and polish her own spork*

This is my torrent DL list right now: ]A lot of mst3k tv episodes, Repo, the Rocky Horror Picture Show and Plan 9 from Outer Space.... yes, all of them at the same time..... yes, by the time they finish DL I'll be on ER duty and sleep deprived....

Oh well, I never said I enjoyed being sane.

I'm having the best day in a long time. See, I asked for a couple days off work, thursday and friday, and I came back to my parents house for a long weekend. Wich also means coming back to civilization!!! You know, movie theaters, good coffe, department stores. Hair salons.

( I really needed to talk to some people, without feeling awkward about it. That doesn't happen in my usual middle of nowhere. )

All in all, GOOD TIEMZ!!!

Basically, if sometime in the future the CERN particle accelerator has managed to recreate a Higgs particle, this event will have been such an abomination that it might ripple backwards in time to stop the experiment before it happens. Wich may explain why CERN has had such a run of bad luck.

God, I love quantum physics madness.

Yanked from halflight007. Bold all the ones you've done, substract them from 100%...

( my inoccence percentage: 64.... I thought it'd be less.... )

Well, I'm bored..... I've been stuck in the ER since 8:30 this morning, still have 6 hours to go, and I haven't seen anything more interesting than a sore throat.


I haven't been to the Hetalia kink meme for a looong time (since the first kink_aid stopped updating in fact). So, my lovey f-list, I need links to any and all kink fics that you feel are link-worthy, please!!! (no angst for now, and smut is OK, nay, a must!! as no one else in here reads english anyway. XD)

Pretty please??? I'll give you waffles!!! With Maple Syrup!!!

EDITED because apparently boredom turns me into a typo making machine... I sounded like a lol-cat!!!

I was doing some research on the subject of hell for my NaNoWriMo idea, because I'm bored like that and I'm on duty 'till midnight today, and I found something rather cool...

( Mayan and Aztec hell.... this sounds familiar )

Back to work I guess!!!.... running the ER with a slight fever and a runny nose, I wonder what level of hell that's considered as.... </whines>