Lazy Analytical Squirrel

my kingdom for a time machine!!!

From a house in a lake
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marynyu
So I'm on summer vacation with my entire family, and this is the first time I've come to get internet in almost two weeks. Amazingly enough, I did NOT get withdrawal simptoms!! Yes, I am proud of myself.

Anyways, the weather has been acting like crazy over here, it so frigging hot I melted (37 degrees celsius, I kid you not), we had a thunder storm just a couple of days ago, and a couple minor earthquakes too. It's getting kinda freaky, really. I just told my niece yesterday, if I happened to see a black Chevy Impala on the streets, I would SO get out of dodge. Scary stuff man!

EXTERMINATE!
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OMG... I WANT ONE SO BAAAD!!!

Mandatory life update I guess?
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Family is driving me crazy, though things are better than last week. Still, I'm exhausted, and I'm not even working right now! And my therapist thinks I'm trapped by my family, wich makes sense, and sort of explains why I relate so much to "The Hanged Man" since I started studying tarot. I just.... feel stuck. Out of good choices. It sucks.

Now to the good things:
Like I said, I'm getting into tarot, and it's very interesting. We'll see how it goes.
I'm officialy addicted to Wii Fit, wich as it turns out is GOOD for me. And I just love Rithmic Boxing.
My Supernatural season 5 dvd box set FINALLY ARIVED!!!! It so pretty!!
Only one week to go until me and my friends go to Oktoberfest, and honestly CAN IT BE NEXT SATURDAY ALREADY?!!
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marynyu
Have a lot to say, but nothing is positive so I don't want to write about it. It's getting better though.

Anyway, I just wanted to share this video. What would happen in star Wars if physics actually worked?? Well... those poor Ewoks never saw it coming.


Just a few things...
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1.- Six days without smoking, GO ME!!

2.- Therapy yesterday went well, and we talked about my possible career choices. I know I wanna work with children, but I don't feel like I could go through a pediatric residency. Or be a pediatrician. So.... maybe something with psychiatry, learning disorders, autism.... now I just have to figure out how to get there.

3.- Speaking of therapy, I just had a round of it with my niece. I'm not sure if I'm the right person for the job, but at least I get her talking.

4.- Also speaking of... a lot of my f-list seem to be sad or upset today. Wasn't 2011 supposed to be a better year?? Cheer up, everyone!! Or come here and tell me your woes. I'm a pretty good listener. (.... reader..... whatever)

Update....
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Just a few things...

1.- Four days without smoking and counting!! I'm not even craving yet.
2.- Up to date on SPN, and OMGWTFBBQ I CAN'T WAIT TILL NEXT EPISODE IS OUT!!!! SOOOO FRIGGIN COOL.
3.- Have therapy tomorrow, and I have to make a list of my strengths and weaknesses. Can being too rational be both?? I think it is in my case. Thoughts?
4.- I finally got a Twitter account!!! Follow me @Genocitto (it's mostly in spanish, but it could go bilingual, and I would love that!)

Writer's Block: Auld Lang Syne
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marynyu
What are your New Year's resolutions? Do you think you'll stick to any of them? If so, for how long?

Let's see.... I will quit smoking, I'll get my driver's license, I'll work out some of my issues, I'll do more exercise, I'll learn french, and I'll look for a specialization scholarship. I really think I can do most if not all of this things.

WISH ME LUCK!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
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marynyu
Well, all I can say is thank the gods this year is over, and hopefully next year will bring better things around. Not just for me, but this year kinda sucked all around my country, and many other parts of the world. So....

MAY 2011 BE A FANTASTIC YEAR FOR EVERYONE WHO READS THIS!!!!

Now I have to get ready for dinner. And hugs and champaigne and other traditions. See ya all next year!! 
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!
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marynyu
What? What do you mean Christmas was yesterday?? .... oh, well..... right. Well....

HAPPY BELATED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!! Or alternatly, happy last week of the year?? XD

Well, as some of you may know, I gave up and have been back home for about two weeks now, on sick leave from work, and as of today I am officially on sabatical. WOOT!!! Plus I got to spend Christmas with my family, wich was awesome and involved a lot of cheese snacks for some reason.

Also, I got a Wii fit board, and my Wii Fit age is 39!!! XD, 12 years older than I actually am, that's bad, yes? Aaaniway, it's really fun to use, so maybe now I'll start exercising a bit more. Even if it's just on my wii.

All in all, I'm feeling much better that I was last week. Now maybe I'll get up to date on SPN and start showing up in here a bit more than I have. And again, HAPPY HOLLYDAYS!!!
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Work sucks sometimes.
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marynyu
OK, so I'm really in need of some moral support here, because I've had just about enough lately, and today it got worse. You guys remember how I posted last month telling I had quit  my job, effective by new year's? Well...

I know I should just be grateful that I had/have this job, and that I saved enough money to allow myself a couple months off sabatical while I figure out where I go from here. And really, I don't wanna complain. But that's really hard to do when the shit keeps piling up, and I only stayed the last two months longer than I wanted because I didn't want to bail and leave everyone on a limb, but my colleagues are nowhere near as responsible as I wish they were, and they show no support at all even though I explained that I'm going through a depression and needed the help, and the long night shifts keep popping up out of nowhere because I'm the only one who will not leave the emergency room unnatended with no prior notice, and my boss is a dick, and I just now get a complaint about a silly mistake I did 5 fucking months ago, and I really start wishing I'd taken my therapist's advice and gotten an extended medical leave so I didn't come back here, but it's too late now because if I go away there's no one else to cover christmas, and I just know my colleagues wouldn't give a rat's ass if they where in my shoes, but I do care, and....

I'm just tired. And sleep deprived. And sick of crying myself to sleep every-other nigth, and tearing up everytime I watch a damn Glee episode, and I have no energy to at least do something to distract myself in the little free time I do have, and..... life just sucks right now.

Anyway, rant needed and done, just three more weeks 'till I'm free. And I officialy don't care what this people think of me when I go anymore.

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